Rough couple of days

SO WHY THE FUCK DID U POST THAT U'D JUST GETTING OUT OF HOSPITAL ON THIS FUCKING BOARD. U KNEW IT WUD LEAD TO THIS, COZ U WANTED EVERY1 TO KNOW FROM AN INDIRECT VIEW. SO U COULD BLAME OTHERS AND NOT YOURSELF FOR BRINGING IT UP.

Yes.

Which begs the question, why post about it at all?

Oh for fucksake you lot are pathetic. Do you really think Ive the fucking energy to calculate a deceptive way of spreading malicious gossip about myself!!! Get real!

Anyone that truely wants to die would not take an overdose, I did that for attention once and I was just young and abused. But when I was older and lost my mam I really did want to die to be with her and I slit my wrists. I would have died if I wasn't found, I was gutted and tried secretly to do it again. Then one day I woke up and realised that my mam wouldn't want that of me. I have had a child and live for in the knowledge I make my own luck and I am the master of my own destruction. You just went too far, no body cares and you just have to keep saying more and more to get the pitty. GROW UP!!!!

why dont u fuck off this board.

That is the total lowest place to be but life is precious, the easiest way out of a bad situation is to give up!!! An overdose is serious shit Hannah but step outside the box. Once you've gone thats it. No matter how much life hurts you have to get on with it, you have to look at all the stuff you've got and think I AM ONE LUCKY BITCH!!! this is how i'm looking at my life.


If you actually want to kill yourself then its easy enough as you've tried it. The thing is what happens to the people around you. You may think you have no one and you can't talk to your dad but disappearing from it won't make any difference. It would probably destroy him. I would give absoultely anything in the whole wide world to have my Dad back even if he didn't speak to me.

You are a talented DJ, who seems to be doing well, you are pretty, you've got all your limbs you have food on the table etc etc!! You have to focus on the postive and be grateful

So why are you posting on a board full of 'pathetic' people?

Which, trust me, they're not.

yes hannah you poorly (your fucking sick alright)

have i not tried to be your friend before? yep.

have i not tried to offer you help before??? yup.

everything anyone does or say to you goes over your head. we help and help and help til we are blue in the face but you throw it back at us with your self harming incidedents and repetatitve shit.

you make me cry, cause id think i was lucky as fuck to have the life you have. youve got it easy. you have no clue and its sickening to me it really is. theres people out there who have serious problems, poeple that have been harmed by other people, been abused and your ranting about the fact your dad doesnt show you affection??

:sick:

u know wot pisses me off... i argued that trying to kill yaself is attention seeking. but i got fucking nailed for it... yes u've probably guessed who i am.

Yep Thats me, fuckin abused by my uncle at four and then my dad at 13. Im not looking for attention by the way, i deal with it, but I was trying to sympathise with her too, I would love her life, I would love a family, at least she got one!

Thats why thousands of people die from overdosing right?! I was only taken to the hospital because my friend who is all too familiar with overdoses cottoned on to what I was doing and threw me in the car.

good on ya

i guess some ppl are stronger than others.

Brilliant, absolutley brilliant darling

I have biology degree, and it is the slowest way to die. My point is if you want to die you would do it the quickest way to avoid eithermaking a mistake or being caught.

Try throwing yourself off a building or hanging yourself, I am sure many people wouldn't mind helping you!!

Casy it was you whom suddenly changed your mind about being nice and being a 'friend' to me, not the other way round.

By the way, I have been abused thanks. Theres WAY more than Ive posted about on here that has made me the way I am. Its got jack all to do with my poxy dad.

i'd love for my problems just to start there, that easy. but when ive got a little person to bring up, constantly having a smile on my face and trying to pretend everything is alright hurts me more. i constantly struggle but i know that as long as my little girl has everything she needs, is happy and comfy thats all that really matters. i have no time to be selfish and think about myself, whos upset me and what i can do about it. i have to keep it up cause theres someone that by being likre that would afect more and its no silly young man im running around after, its the three year old princess who i provide for. think about all of us on this board and how we might have problems of our own and how we deal with them sensibly. like adults.. you seem to think running away or being in the limelight solves it all. well theres more to life than having eveyones attention. being content with yourself. thats something which you obviously arent.

tbh i think your a spoilt brat

And even more 'stronger' people who belittle the weak.

Im no way relly strong but don't trust anyone to drag me out the depths of doom. I am a realist!! You gotta be for yourself these days as you just get the shit she is if you try to get sympathy for it!!

Thanx by the way. xx